hm finali..amazing that i didnt stay out longer..nite is getting colder n colder..quieter n quieter..the more i becum lonier..sometiems i just hate the feeling at nite..when i have no company..addicted to the feeling of alwasy with ppl ard mi..haiz..
tml lab test.. and i still cmi with the crap..for once.. i feel the anxiety in mi of doing last min work..
i beginning to let out mi feelings to him again le..bt then..he hu len hu re..wad m i gona to do man?sighz..c him so bz.. i also dun wana disturb him..
cal debbie just nw..tok to her about hw i feel..ask her to sae out wadever she wana sae..bt she sae there;s nth wrong with our frendship..??
i was puzzled at the start..shd i believe it and stop thinking?or shd i questioned miself/them further?haiz..i beginning to lose trust in ppl again le..after wad had happen..chuan.. i realli hate u to the core. n i realli mean it.. though i still miz u.. n a slight of luv n hope in u..haiz..u changed mi..n is time for mi to stand up tall again le..~~~~