::HoLidAEs::

Everyone had been asking wads up with mi this holidae..y lyk everydae dun c mi at hm de..well..everydae seem the same to mi..wake up go work,then late at nite then reach hm..work work work..that's wad with mi these daes..kinda of boring..wad to do..haiz..
It occurs to mi that ppl think that i m working coze i m desperately in nid for $, nid $ veri much..blar blar blar..bt the veri fact is that that reason onli stands 10% of the whole..90% is coze i wan my mind to stop tinking so much of him..if u just dun believe it then nth i can do..i just scared being alone these daes..the moment i m alone i will tink of him..that's y i choose to work so hard to 2shifts a dae..it's tiring i noe.. i can take it.. i just cant take the pain n shadow pondering in mi..at the pt of time when ppl sae i nid $ lyk so desperately i felt lyk slapping the person..n oso tears were at the brim..i felt lyk shouting to the person.."How much r u mi??How much u noe how i feel??"..haix..bt i just cant push the words out..coze it's hurting to relationships..sighz..

..PmS..

Wonder wads the factor to PMS..ppl ard mi r lyk lunatic..exploding themselves lyk volacano as n when they lyk..sometimes on mi..sometimes on others..i just feel so innocent..i mean is lyk none of my business lor..for nth cum n provoke mi n raise their voice up so high..if wana talk about star skills or wadever maintaining n enhancing self esttem, they absolutely dun have lor..wtf..if i wana be wad am i feeling at ani pt of time, i will defintely be worst lor..wth sia!

::2faced monster::EqUiTy:

Hell to them..i just cant stand ppl having 2faces..one moment lyk this one moment lyk that..will onli complain bt duuno wad to do..i just feel lyk saying:SHUT THE FARK UP!..veri pek chek by that stu[id farking attitude of some losers these daes..so pardon by words..haix..wth is happening sia..life is so unfair..How cud one with authority treat his people under him in such unfair mannerism..it's damn farking shitty lor..dun make mi one dae kan bu xia qu..i will sure give a piece of my mind to the person de lor..he just dun cum step on mi tail....if i reaches my max..there i goes..i dun gif a fark about manner or wad liao..lyk wad JulYn sae to mi todae.."If u tink something is getting out of control, do sth b4 the situation gets out of ur control.."If things gona get out of hand..i wun hesitiate to start the war lor..absolutle bias man that loser!argh..WtF is this u may ask..i just cant stand animore when ppl sae that he/she is working longer than mi and the tone of the voice is lyk u r nt in ani position to feedback anithing to mi..wth lor..if u tink that u r more senior then mi then prove it to mi that u r beta than mi..k?!I have my position to uphold, i have my tasks to do lorz..wud i be so bo liao to go mind other ppl business n then bo tai bo ji go pick up some shit to start with??crazi isnt it..argh..If dun lyk wad i'm doing or jealous that i m doing so well in my tasks,just farking go n speak ur heart to my boss...i shall nt hesitiate anibody..shit man..

'FaReWeLL'
Enuff of all my cursing n swearing liaoz..gona slp..if nt tml cfm cant wake up in time for opening..tata~wish mi luck for a beta tml..

~I feel lyk leaving all that i have behind..I longed for visiting the heavenly place of urs..I'm just waiting for the time to be ripe..~