Thursday, November 20, 2003

::MIStAke::

You threw away my love.
Not just for anybody, but for a man.
A man who never cared about you to begin with.
A man who would have never given up his life for yours.
But I would have.
The sad part is, I still would.
I hate you.
I hate you because I still love you, and I dont want to.
I want your lingering smell to come off my clothes.
I want my tears to dry.
I want to release all my anger and all the pain that you have caused.
Why you could not just be with me, and only me.
I want to know where it went wrong, and what I have done to deserve such a low blow.
Why did you not love me the way I loved you?
Did I not love you enough?
Did I not burn for you?
Did I not bleed for you?
Did I not show my affection enough?
I hate you.
I hate the fact that I cant breathe.
The fact that I cant see.
The fact that I cant feel.
I hate the fact that I cant live without you.
Bt i m accepting it as daes goes by..

Promise wad u had promised..
Nv sae sorry for the sake of it..
It just break the trust u laid...
U agreed to treat her beta than how u treat mi..
U promised u wud luv her more than u luv mi..
U said u wud nt make the same mistake as u made on mi..
Bt wad is happening to u nw??
Absolutely nothing but shit..
Y isist that u must live on ur life with the loser, n leave the one u lyk to the winner..
WHY!!? Tell mi pls..
We broke off coze of one loser..n nw the history repeats itself once again..
When r u gona wake up, n leave the loser frend of urs?
U always wan the best of both world..bt issit possible u asked urself..
If u r nt willing to leave him off,then dun hurt one more gers...
It will onli leave pain n anger in us lot..
Prioritise ur task well..if u wana luv her lots then leave him the odds..
It's nt the first time u make this mistake..
N it's nt the first time u sae sorry for ur mistake..
When r u gona learn ur lesson??
Sighed..
I hope u will be ditched one dae...
N experience the feeling of being hurt n stabbed..
I can onli pray..
I can onli cry coze there's nth i cud do..
I hope by shedding the tears, i could get in return for the best of u..


~yu jian ni shi zui mei li de yi wai..dan shi ren shi le ni rang wo bian le she duo,rang wo jue de yu jian ni shi ge hen da de chuo wu~

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