::CaTaStRoPHE::

Life is a disaster for mi these daes..
Mi dad was sentenced to 4wks jail yesterdae..haix..simply coze he has just a gd heart..n help ppl too much till he landed in this big trouble..being a gurator for those CHINA beggers and trusting them so much till he didnt read the so called contract n sign it...haix..it's utterly stupid i wud sae..bt is there of ani use??he's in jail rite nw..nth cud save him animore..nth..it's too late..i will nv trust n lyk ani CHINA ppl frm nw on..i will nv.. i swear..i hate them to the core..i just do..for nth bad he did..he had to celebrate a brand new yr in jail...haix..n coze of that i may nt be continuing sch..i hate them!!!!for wad they had do to my family..

My mum is the one suffering nw..dun have a stable job..nv slp much since yesetrdae n nv eat too..haix..i m the onli one who is working much nw..haix..it's tiring ..bt i just have to bear on..at least i noe i have my family n frends by mi when i nid them...Thx Canoepolo babes...n fellow Starbuckees..i luv u guys..i appreciate all that u guys have done for mi...i will repay back one dae...i will nv 4get ur help for all these daes..Luv ya guys so much..no words can represent my appreciation to u guys..

I wanted to cry out once again..bt i just dun wish to depress my mum further..hai..all i cud is bottled it up...bt i cud nt ctrl it ani further tis morning i let it off once again on my way to train..sighx..i wan back my family..i wan back my hapi life..i wan back mi dad.....haix...

~I misSed hIM so MuCh~