::DilEmMa::

Everyone duunoe wad the hell is on mi these daes..neither do it..i just veri fed up with life sometimes..bt w/o those up n downs sometimes life b pretty boring isnt it..hmm..just celebrate Vicki bdae at 85 market..rather big grp these time..compared with fella farewell..haha..wad to do..vicki face bigger mar..ahha..85market todae lots of fighting..lots of ah beng ah seng there putting water..hahaa..lyk some Hongkong triad show sia..bt just that this time round is Singapore version nia..

Seen her finali..after daes of msging onli..act lyk normal lor..it's just so hard..bt just cant help to catch a few glimse of her at times..:x..as usual..we chatted lyk some crazi women..lyk some ah lian frm some place..felt so excited to c her at first..bt duno y in between mi heart sank..mst be of the tings i heard ba..haiz..take tings ez for nw ba..tings cant be rush..bt sometimes..lyking a ger is harder then accepting a guy..i duno y i just feel..perhaps i first timer..or i realli nt meant to be crooked..duno duno duno..fan fan fan..cant slp all nite..keep tinking of her n msging her..sighz...

2 my frends..maibe u guys will tink i m doing something crazi again or trying to change my lifestyle for cw..thats y sae i m rush or wad..i duno myself also..just c wad time can cause ba..support by mi ba k??u guys hope to c mi stand tall n hapi once again rite..?? i promised i wun disappoint u ppl once again lorz.. :)

missing her liaox though is onli 45mins ago that i just saw her..haix...i duno wad the hell m i doing nw also...do i realli lyk her??

~If i pretend to leave out the Q, will u escape it too?~