::LauGhTeR..ThoTS..ReGrEt..::

Mixed feelings all over..missed my father greatly..3more daes n he be released..duno to b sad or hapi..haiz..heard alot alot shit frm that bastard uncle of mine..i just hate him frm young..as i simply hate ppl to look dwn on mi..he claim that mi dad in great deep debts..have 2mistress outside..blar blar blar..let mi mum ponder so much..if till tis stage he still backstab n badmouth his own brother he is definitely a beast n heartless bastard...whom i will hate him n curse his family for the rest of his life..he deserve the punishment for his words...he beta die man..dun let mi catch him red handed..

wadever..i still have my great luff n fun todae..met up with my bunch of buddies n EXCO jr..tok a lot shit lor..then went for a movie also..Sound of Colours is soooooooOo Nice...sweet sia..romantic woz...hehe..
just lyk how someone did to that angel ger..hahah..make her so hapi n in her own barbie world..all the best babe`..

Manage to catch up with those si dang..as usual gt slight disagreements..bt nevertless it's all for each own gd..target person was on mi..all dun realli agree with my change of road..reason being they tink that i nv tink of the future of us..n that i m using the ger to kill that thot of that bastard..haix.. i duno wad to sae to convince them..i just duno how..sae le also kana shoot back..feel lyk crying bt held back..stuck in between her n mi frenx..sighz...i tink for once i wud sae chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zi....bt overalli i still tink that they r saying for my own gd..they wudnt wana mi to suffer n cry in the end..true enuff when i tink back..n perhaps it was that thot that brought back my smile instead of the cry baz..hehe :)

Gona slp liao i guess,didnt slp much frm tok to her on fone till she went to work..so hapi..heheh..bt at the same time also pissed by someone who keep calling mi n irritate mi though i told him that i m on fone..fark sia...spoil my mood nia..

wadver it is..i m hapi with wad i have nw...i living with a bunch of great pals n frenx and also her...i m hapi with wad i gt..i m sastisfied liaox..i dun hope for more..i just live on with wad i have..
erm...nono..last wish perhaps..hope the best for mi family after my dad released n my relation with her will improve..I m a hapi ger!!yeah!

~Close ur eyes n fulli devote into the experience,the happiness & breathe in the joy of the indulgence...~