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A brand new year, a brand new start..bt the to mi it just look the same as b4..nth special..cant b bothered as usual..too tired to change a new look or wasdso eva lar..wad to do..i the most chio in the whold singapore le wad..future SIA ger woz...i tink dun nid to do anithing to my looks le man..perfect enuff le..hehe.. :X

Aniway..hapi new yr to one n all..all u guys wishes n resoultions will cum true ar..

School starting soon..just got my timetable..staring at it nw...duno how to put scheldue for nx wk..no CDS for mi tis sem..gona go n tok tok with AA le man on mondae..if nt i tis sem can realli go n fly kite sia...sure gona bored to hell de man..rather slack sem lor..thats y i dun wish to slack ard till nx term...guai kia k?dun plae plae..

wadever lar..dun have then dun have lor..i cum hm after sch studee lor..(as if la)..,hahha..

working as usual these daes..just finished clsing with bryan..damn fast man we 2..n amazingly we realised that tis is the first time we pair up eva since we join 1yr ago man...haha..then whole session..he realli keep mi entertained sia..born jorker man he..nice chap..keep wanting to spoil that blodi blender..ahhaha..realli lor that blender realli can throw away de man..ppl at frap station can realli die of dulanzness sia..due to that stupid motor n tat cb no brain no backside technician i have to suffer swolleness with my thumb,,..keep pressing that stupid button...can u imagine..1 drink about 3times i press..100drinks..300times liao lor..wun swollen also nt real sia..knn de lor that blodi malay technicain..sae wad he dun have spare motor on hand..so anihow wack a blodi usless grandmother motor to us lar?!sae tilll wad :"can de lar..press a while more nia wad.."..cb man..a while more is realli a while lor..nt sae we tm frap dun sell lor..is sell till bi li ba lar lor..if mi n angela at POS..cfm sell lyk hotcakes man esp grande n venti sizes....stupid sia..low effeciency..took one motor back to exchange on MONDAE..todae leh..fridae liao still the motor nt in place..can die de man..at the rate we go...my poor little cute thumb will suffer n wun live in peace man..sobz sobz..idiot..nt sae PG veri far..sae wan exchange with them sae till nw..idiot bastard..

mixed feelings r filled ard the store these daes..frm the veri extreme ends it starts n ends..hapi-sad..hapi??nt that much i guessed since everyone so worn out..
mostly..angerness;dulaness..sadnessss;disappointment....mi??more to the center i guessed..angry whenever i on shift these daes...wudnt sae is the newbies that is the main course to the feeling,partiali LC to blame i guess..
Questions:
1.Why r newbies getting so rebellious?
2.Why r they so nt hapi?
3.Why r they nt inciative?
4.Why r they so slow?

Answers:
for the answer to the q..i guess it shd all start frm the dae they r born..it is their mother nature that they r slow n rebellious..that cant be helped man..their mother father teach them these way..we also lan lan wst..their son or daughter ma...nx..perhaps is coze we LC nt patient enuff??i tink that is partiali the reason lor..maibe is coze we are nt accepting them with a opn heart n mind each time..yes..true..they r tmd rebellious n for some spoilt..shdnt we tok to them nicely n giving them another chance after a unhapy incident..yah lar true they fight back once..maibe that dae they PMS or wadever shit,,understanding understanding???shd we?? i noe it be veri veri hard sia..esp nw we have little time left to correc them b4 mondae..yesh i mean MONDAE...y??coze we starting sch soon..sad to return to sch maibe..bt hapi that they wud b idependent by themself liao..they wun have to depend on us animore..some of them r just far too dependent on us old birds lor..i just dun get it..they can kb us sae we cari our weights ard..then the more they shd prove to us that they r possible in doing things well..y the fark in the world r they so dependent on us?if i were them..i wud prove to the old birds that i can do my tasks well w/o them opning their blodi mouth lor..i wud sae tat our tones of voices realli veri sucky sometimes man..blodi no star skills de lo..bt is bo bian lor..dulan till the max liao man...i wud just blame time n william for the tings partiali happeing nw..if we were to have more time n time n time..we wud had slow dwn n guide them along..bt then is too late man..it is realli..we onli left a few daes..a few hrs..how possibly to squeeze all shit in them?can u imagine in time of a big slam..i slow dwn my blending or steaming milk just to tell my baby in a nice n sweet n patient tone..hey..u make a mistake here..the place n scenee wud be so messy that u wun even be allowed to breathe a second more or to slow dwn a second later..it will just cock up the whole place..n tats sucky..it realli is lor..esp when customers r damn farking cb..with no eyes to c that u r bz..n changing their order at the veri last min or asking u for plently cups of ice water...it just so piss to have those ppl ard..n do u tink we have that extra sec or even min to explain their mistakes in detail to them n at the same time checking for their understanding??k..maib after the slam lor..bt there is lyk 101 tings to to standard to do lor..the place duno how old nia..it no diff frm a 1yr+store liao sia..so dirty everywhere..these daes i dun even have the time to do my maintaince sia..moreover kopi presentations that i owe for mths..argh..nt that i chose to be a quiter or wad..my mind tells mi to be a stayer..bt sometimes..when one is tired or tings get out of hand..or due to some other reason..i wud chose to b a quiter..nt my characeter to xiam tings..bt duno y..human changed after once bitten..whenever i wana set my mind to quit..my mind wud just have the angel pulling mi back frm the evil..battling hard with it for the while..setting my mind to ease n a decision to made had let my eyes n lids been working hard..i just cant bear to leave the place seriously though how much complains bout work i had..it just the heart n effort..sweat n tears u put into the place...true enuff..some ppl r just so fark up..true..bt there r those power engines generators ard..sighx....
it just hurts n angrer mi to c ppl bringing the store dwn to the drain..it just sux..n i feel lyk slapping the ppl..bt god alwasy teaches us to accept ppl mistake with a opn heart..bt if the person has the opn heart to accept a opn feedback,i wud certainly accept their mistake with my opn heart..is the ppl sometimes i wud sae..creating less chances for themself to survive..haix...crisis is wad the store is facing nw..real crisis..it just sux even more to c ur blodi SM nt doing ani shit..simply coze he leaving on the 20..wtf..?!fancy him telling mi that it's a welcuming present for the new SM...n planning to let the new SM "kio-sai" (clear the shit)..i just can memorised n rembered the words that he said that dae to mi..with exact emotions n words..i just can..i just feel lyk slapping him right on his face..telling him to wake up frm his selfish n farking ideas...i told her..n she was so utterly dulan as well..those words said by him is realli utterly heartless human lor..i shd have followed her advice n complain every of his "deeds" to lam..cb sia..argh.
veri senso n emo tonite..duno y..PMS??maibe..maibe nt..
it just mi..
when i quiet dwn in the middle of the night..
staring at my blog..
i wud just tend to ponder n tink more..
blogging every single thot that cross mi so that i wun forget every details lyk the dream..

~I missed u..It has been 9daes that i seen u..1daes that i had tok to u......missed u soOo much..........I just wana hear frm u..wana share ur pain n hapiness with u..is tat even too much to ask for??.....~