"SiaNZz"

Y am i up so earli at this time?dun ask mi y..i also duno..just cant get to slp since 1am..have been flipping on bed n staring at the ceiling with the thot that the fone will beep..it doesnt..sighx..nw 6+am..5more hrs to go b4 i take my maths test...sianx..didnt studee much after i went offline just nw...had bad cramps..perhaps is coze i didnt eat ba..bt no appetite to eat these daes...stressed?maibe lor..or shd i sae mst b..school is so stressful...nt onli ENGDRAW i nid to mobilse the whole of canoepolo to teach mi how to draw n visualise diagrams..i had to ask them 4 another ptv lecture with my PECONS n JAVA..they r just too kind to reject u..can ya imagine..the whole of the nite at dinner..they took turns to teach mi ENGDRAW??is lyk taking shifts sia...cute eh..wad 2 do..guys r beta in technical skills..haha..thx mates...luv ya guys 2 the core...

shit sia..hungry lyk anithing..eating 3 boiled eggs..nearly choked..mi mum lar..suddenly pat mi frm behind...

some asked wd happened to mi last nite with regard bout that MCP..wah i tell u..that MCP realli hor those gotta slap face man..PAUL ZHU frm ETCM YEAR 1 SEM 2...mark the name man..if happen to noe him,pls help mi to slap him..he ar..dare dare during grp work that time ask mi (who is the onli ger) to diam diam..dare dare tell mi to keep my thots to myself..
i was lyk "wth! y cant i tok?"?
"coze u r a ger..n u duno this topic well.."
the topic was to invent some mechanics..
"i duno this topic well then i have to shut up ar?n which father of urs tell u that ALL gers r bad in this topic?there's alwasy the exception n cream of the crop!"
"nono..all gers r the same.."
"oh realli...thats ur own n selfish mindset..everyone has the freedom of speech in this world lor..n that includes both sexes..,or if u dun believe i can show u the law bk.."
"wadever la..just shut ur mouth up.."
"shit u lor..i wun..i will nv b..cozze i noe i have my rights...if u r nt hapi with working with gers lyk mi..then pls kindly scram off to the nx grp..."

chit kek seh..first time a guy so bold with mi lor..asking mi to shut up somemore..if ask mi shtup coze i noisy or wad i will lar..bt ask mi to keep my opinions to myself..wth..who do he tink he is to b able to shut mi up..even my mama also cant or her...hell sia..realli nv die b4 man he..go out sure kana wack..alreadi so pissed with ENGDRAW b4 that liao..still cum pissed mi off further with his childish n uneducated thots...idiot eh..u gers tell mi lar..if u all hear le wun angry i salute u all sia..of being able to b insulted...hell to MCP!sickening...

Sometimes in life..one has to b tactful with their words...coze diff ppl accept things differemtly..n diff words means a diff meaning to them...it's hard to choose the approiate words with certain ppl..bt still one have to try..it doesnt matter 4 some...as to them it is simply none of their concern..with the "not-hapi-nt-hapi" attitude lor..in the end who suffers?it's them..y?coze they will lose out one frend and also learn a valuable lesson nt being able studied or extracted out frm the bk..its the chap on how to adapt n get along with diff kind of ppl..lyk i said..dun alwasy jump to conclusion that others r the problem n nt urself..tackle the problem slowly n c the overall view first...then slowly converge into the sloutions...i learnt this during my problem solving class just nw..sounds logical isnt it? dun restrict urself to things first...have an open mind towards ani tings intialli..just lyk dun wear coloured glasses in view of new things..after mapping out the possibilies of things..we will eventuali converge our thots to a smaller view..n frm there,we then analyise the problem deeper,by synthesising all the possibilities..sounds chim?seriously is nt..it's just a matter or practice..practice makes perfect eh..

yesh..it's mi JOAN LIM AN QI typing..nt ani other donkeys or chiobuz..haha..dun ask mi y i tink in a different angles these daes..it's just wad i learnt frm school n bks n surroundings..n i tink it's true in some areas..it comes in handy n make use of wad u learn in the daily events when u do self reflection at the end of the day..it helps..esp when im those hyper type..cant stop 4 a sec type..it reali solve a lot of thots...dun tink it's some bo liao tings lyk how i tink b4..try it..n c how fantastic it works...

nv take tings for granted..may it b with human or things..realii..coze i just feel hurt easily as compared with the AnqI yrs b4..esp when my close frends hurt mi..inccident such as a close frend nv sae hi to u when he sees u at the corridor even though u r walking towards him n he sees u no matter wad....is a greeting so hard to spit out frm the mouth?i just dun understand him lor..wads wrong with him..stupid man..

n also when ppl tend nt to treasure tings ard them when there's still the existence of it..in their eyes onli their own world..i wud just sae..when things r gone or dead..it's too late to regret for nt treasuring b4..it's harsh n hard to accept it..bt whose fault is that?ask urself that..reflect wad u had did..one's patience n tolerance level is limited..look into the mirror b4 judging or make a statement on others..

adios~
no parting phrase...just a gOod Morning 2 Everyone..

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