::FatE::

All the hardships that i've been thr...
I yearned 4 someone to dote on me...
but is there 100% love when there's no 200%?
Is miserable...I cant take it any further...
but i just tell myself that it will b over soon..
Face the reality...I cant deceive myself animore..
I hate myself..but i've no choice...
I ain't wan u in my messy life...
I 'm wrong 2 choose this route right from the start...
I noe i will sink deeper if i continue on...

I'm sorry...
I disappointed you...

~My fate doesnt lie in my hand...~