haiz...*

went to sengkang todae...my ahma bdae dinner...
fine..enjoy the great food veri much...gt my favourite chilli crab and butter prawns...is indeed rewarding after daes with wheat n porridge...somemore gt durain cake frm emicakes...delicious seh... mamamiya~ ^^

bt as usual i hate the sengkang estate eva since i left him...duno y..maib it just bring back the past memories...hate it to the core...wana called him to ask him out..bt ehm...i hesitate...i had actualli deleted his number frm my fone...k..maibe thats fate..that i shd forget him completely laio...

dragging my feet to work these daes...nt realli in the mood..everytime i tink tat i have to work..i will b veri sian...perhaps is the sign frm my body to sae tat i nid a break..bt when i nv work i feel lyk working..bt when i work i feel tired n sick of it...contridicting eh??perhaps lor...i oso duno wad i wan actualli... just noe that if i dun work n slp all dae i feel so sick of the boredom...lyk so lifeless...
aiya...duno lar...pek cek with life....
so much things to do...
so mani things upcoming...
bt where the hell is the mood n time...
i depends alot on my mood lately...
if i dun feel lyk doing anithing then i dun feel lyk...i wun forced myself to do it...
sighx....

sch starts tml...................argh...............
working tml..........sianzZz...........
with ppl that i dun lyk somemore...
hell....
shit...
my life is illusion i hope...

~WhATs WrONG wIth MI??~