tHe suN rOX!!!

was supposed to have trg todae...bt thx to some ppl ar...no key to opn cage to take paddle..so end up to training lor.. n we gers who nv fail to miss out the sun..took the chance to sun tann...shioke seh,....nw i sun burnt lyk anithing lor..
2full hours under the sun ...pain pain...

went work then...kinda of shag lor...coze ur partners r nt helping u realli....so is lyk u r doing most of the stuff...pissed off with newbies as usual...tell them nicely to check prep work b4 punching out...she cum tell mi sae "Im nt the pre-clser..."....
nabei..nearly wana #@!$%^ out lor..bt i maintain n enhance self esteem sia..i just sae..which is the LC or comm bk msg that sae so for that statement..she lan lan lar...go n do...do lyk nv do..coze we do for her le...argh..

then at pre clsing..mi mood slightly affected by wad matrix sae..that y later part i tell u all...sae pre clsing first...farihin was god damn winner to do onli pasteries case nia lor..thx man...he sae he veri tired...wtf!who nt tired..i m also tired lor...then nvm..as usual lar..i khio sai...wad to do..i kiosai-er...sighx...then burn mi hand...fark...na bei cb lor..
duno isit too tired or coze of wad matrix sae...
he told mi sae that bastard drank dwn 3bottles of beer to have that courage to sae to mi those words..he admit that that bastard tone on that dae saying that he cant help mi was nt joking..the tone was nt right at all..matrix keep siding him lar..as usual..saying he care alot about mi blar blar blar..all i told him was..is nt possible..i just feel the choke n nth else...i knoe he will tell him...i dun care..coze i noe i will nt sae those words out to him directly..unless im being pissed off..told him a lot of wad exactly i feel..kinda of expect him to feedback to hiro lor..he realli sae till how pathetic he was when i was so dulan the other dae..blar blar blar..then watts sae :so u expect her to sympathise him or to feel guilty...
bingo man..that was exactly wad i wana sae also lor..no pt crying to mi..it dun works...i may b soft hearted...bt nt at this kind of situation..dun cum cry mother cry father to mi...it doesnt work tat way...
some may sae i m cruel or wad...bt pls lor...this is shit lor...expect mi to wad?
fark lor..

then nvm...realised that some of the CLOSE frenx ard mi actualli noe about his stuff long b4 that dae when he expressed himself...thx ar to some of u guys..noe it earli earli n still infront of mi act nth has happened....thx leh..let mi b lyk a fool all along.. :(

argh..wadever lar..cant b bothered liao...too much work havent do..heng gt permission frm watts to have a half wk break..wee!!!so hapi..can relax n do mi stuff le the following wk..shioke sia..gtg n eat le..gastric again...

angela:i cant bear to leave too..maibe is the passion that is still moving n the tots of some of them...bt the feeling of sianess n stressness...n kiosainess...kills lor...unless i can have a 3mths break or sth...which is definelty nt nt possible..haix............

~The ToT of LEavINg MOisTurEn wItH eVERy PASsIon n SWeaT wHich IS coVertED 2 tEars..~