==GrUdGeS==

I tired of carrying on the life i have..bearing the grudges deep in mi heart of the both of them..making mi miserable nia is all that it can caused..but i just cant help it..they dun understand a shit about how i feel then..but nw that i starting to reflect in the own world of mine..i began to think that it's nt necessary..it just make mi more depreessed..it's all over...the past should not b bothering mi animore..it's far too late to move on...bt still i mst do rite..i cant live on in the shadow forever...thx pris...i seem to understand more after the chat...that they r hapi with their life...and if i realli love him..i can love him by the dark for as long as he happi, i m happy for him..

saw shiyun todae at Tm while with Pris..erm..didnt wana call her de..bt duno y it just struck mi to make the move..perhaps the angel side of mi is active..haiz...chit chat for nearly a half hr...noe more bout her n chuanwei..erm...haix..dun mention le...i dun wana tink about him..

did opening with wattsy and jeslyn...hahha always gt big breakfast that make mi fat with her ard..hehe..btw big news to announce...nt that i m pregnant or wad..aniway i succeed my dae with detoxing..drinking freshly squeezed lime lemon with cost 5bucks sia...n onli some pizza....thats the whole meals i had...hehe nt bad rite...angela...dun tink u can squeezed orange leh..i squeeze it with my bare hands more sastfying rite...ahaha..

brainstorming about the items to do for my coffee explorers certification on thu...gona slp soon..real tired..insomania last nite...again...wads new...

ciaoz~

hugs pris...miss ya..enjoy the time spent todae...thx a lot for the pressie..shall c ya again nx wk i guess... :)

~GeT a liFe~