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Birdy..
though i dun exactly noe wad happens..bt realli wan u to cheer up k?it's rare or rather never that i seen u so depressed...it's clear and obvious that ur committement for the team is there esp for this holidae..when most are bz with work...if mi as a captain i have to tink of the team i wud b rather irrtated that my memebers arent putting in the max effort that they shd b putting in..bt always at the back of my mind i have to tink of the welfare of the players..to them perhaps the $ is impt for them..thats y i always believe for as long as they do their best, arent we suppose to feel hapi that they r coping well?it's onli during the holidae tat they can only work more and earn more..

no one is to be blame..it's just some mis-comm and mis-understanding...
perhaps its caused by the worn out mind of the ppl?u mst noe..whenever humans get too tired, they start to get pek cek veri easily..give urself a break if u nid...if they r understanding enuff they will accept the reason de...or even beta..thrash out session?sometimes keeping mum wun help lor..i have also learnt that when one is too committed and passionate in an area, he or she will tend to have lots of emotions on it..and i tink u r one of those man..wadever it is keep ur cool, as blowing up the matters doesnt help..
tink positive as much as u can k...maibe when sch starts,the clock will start tuning with the batteries...

quitting has always crossed my mind when i m at the most bottom of my life..bt sometimes u tink back and ask urself..do u realli bear to leave?then u will hold back that thot le..i can also felt that u r lost..bt ask urself a q..wad issit the aim that u wana acheive?if is onli ur studies then quit nw ba..no pt wasting time lor..for mi..i give miself the time till after championships..after then i review if anithing for mi to stay on le..afterall studies comes first lor...and starbucks too...

hope u understand wat i m trying to sae..last bt nt least...

if nida a listening ear, do feel free to call mi..promised to be a gd ger and listen without opening my mouth :x

~SunshInE aFTER tHE RaiN HAS ALWaYS tHE wArMest and comForTABLE EMOtiOns~