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Didnt went lect..simply coze my head just hurts too much..wonder y..isist coze of the lack of slp since the wkend?hell to it..the pain is just so disturbing..seem lyk gt things kip knocking on mi head...nt i dun wana slp..bt there's just too much things on hand that yet to b done..pressure from peers..pressure from myself..pressrure from family..sighx..is onli work and canoepolo then can chill mi down..

bt sighx..they r not the everyting in the world..certificates still played an important role in this society..

now doing OB..sighx..presssure presssure and pressure..stressed can..i just hate to live up to high expectations sometimes...at least if by myself..i noe as long as i did my best i m hapi le..bt then in grp work u just have to tolerate ppl's ugly face and leave up to their eva low to them expectations..is either i can live to it or i cant..and if i cant..tings will just turn sour forever...sometimes i wonder..is results always the stake of everything?and winning always so important and be of the main issue? y cant ppl just take tings as simple as they can? and in that case they b happier rite? happy not good ma?
i'm hanging on..very hardly..this sem just sux..i just hate it..hope it be over soon..i just realised it is hard to pour out to ur friends these daes..they may b ur frenx on the surface..but into depth it may not b wat it seems..tats y is impt to select the ppl u tok to..unless u dun mind the curse and swears..the slap and punch..haix..tis world is just too complicated to predict the future..u wun noe when one backstab u real hard into u..

thx kevin..i realli appreciate the time u spent on mi...i will try hard to recover k...promised.. :]

gona slp soon i guessed..kana nag by henry le..threatening not to let mi trg tml..hope tml b a sunny dae..coxze i wana play all out..so that i wun bottom up the vexed and irritated feeling in mi...i wana smile not cry nor sad nor angry...it's hard these daes to do that..i duno y..i still duno ..

i wana pour out real hard..but is hard..

~Fate IS not The AnsSwER tO aLl quEsTIoNS~