SlEepLess LonEly ChiLly Nite**

yet to get to slp though i m feeling god damn tired..
ran reservoir and do gym..glad to c improvement in the weights those gers pull in my grp..great job SaltY..lAMe..AliE..
duno y todae after trg my temper and mood becum damn bad..damn irritated by my teammate..irritating ass..argh..

then nvm..went job hunt with team..kns..tio another blow..add on to the fire in mi man..heng gt angela and adrain ask mi go eat sushi and watch White Chicks to chill mi dwn..if not ar..i cant imagine wad will i do with the ass man..

at nite went to store for store meeting..nth much..just some recap and touch on current promotions and standards..stupid Asia Pacific Big shot ppl coming dwn nx Thu..fark sia..gona tio my shift for sure..si bei sway..n i duno y i will just shake and b nervous when serving them..so scary..argh..

supposedly to go supper..bt too full and too little ppl go le..so i decided to head hm liao..been feeling that i m drifiting off from the store le..coze lesser committments there le..feel more to cp these daes..spend more time with those gers then at hm or slp man..they made up so much in my life...sometimes i dun even feel that i m trg..rather that some gather together gaga session..so relaxed and care-free...can just nua till i die man..

searching frendster..coze feeling bored..
cant help bt visit his acc..n guess wad..i saw the pic of him and his current gf..haix..i duno..been thinking of the past these daes so much that i m entering the depression state..i just cant ctrl myself..i letting my soul drifting ard in the room that the lock can hold it in..i thot it was all over..it was all the past..bt i duno y the past just filled mi nw..so fast so furious..that i duno how to manage..all the sudden i dun feel happy..y?i just duno the reason..i reali dun wan the past to haunt mi again..bt y..wad is happening?

i being sucked into the past..pls pull mi out again..someone pls do...

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