CaNoEpOlo...WoRk...ScHooL...

Routine for life is back to normal again...
rather seh seh after 2 daes of non-stop consistent slams..
gosh..xmas crowd is damn killer man...with lots out for last min shopping... and long-long-nv-met-up-gatherings...

so many ppl man at starbucks...nearly hit a 5K sales..woW~

aniway...this wk is nt a gd week..so much happenings..
i cant wait for my pay to come in on tues man...i nid my pay sia...
kaox..no $$$ le man..after those xmas shopping...sux sux sux...

then studies leh..sux man..this wk i practically go sch and mark attendence nia lor..lecture for some is just lyk my existence there...bt my soul at hm kind lor..so tiring and worn out tis wk..to the eextend that i feel tired in school...sux man..nx wk quiz le lor..i m gotta die sia...then projects progress lyk nt here nt there man...stupid ppl 4eva coincidentally on MC de lor..lyk that how to pass my PBL subject sia...wait for her to submbit research and peer teach can rot to death sia...haiz..

ppl xmas go out chiong..i work..nvm..at least gt $$...bt then i m dwn with some stupid flu virus..its killing mi lyk no body biz..kaox..seldom sick ar..suddenly dwn with illness is a veri xin-kuo shit man...argh..my nose machaim ani moment will drop sia...cant take it ani more man..just called Watts to tell her i m on MC..if todae i still die die go work..tml i cfm + chop dun nid play for the matches sia..4 some more lor...can die..c how i shagg out..then after trg going wetsuit shopping with my dearest raymond and nianqi..hopefuli gt time will drop by find bro and buy some shit..hehe~

tpcp entering a new era soon...wef tues i gotta take my own ladies for their trg le..sux man...nt sae i nt willing or wadever shit lar..bt then nt sae my skills lyk veri gd lar..by coaching them, i will nt have full attention to b on myself le cum nt sae i noe exactly wad to look out for in the gers lar..the strokes and all those crap lor..i m just at lost man...SRRR is coming..i m facing the pressure...bt hw mani can understand...coping with sch,team and work is nt that ez after all..exp when none seem to work well...perhaps the saying of "Sunshine after the Rain" will turns out true for mi..bt then..this period of time is so unbearable and tiring...i realli feel so tired...i nid a shoulder to lean on...i realli dun wish to c the downfall of the team when all are almost to the peak...bt then...decisions and changes are being made nearly after other dae...to the extend that i dun tink my mind or body can take it any further...i wana let all out...bt ......haix...i m hanging on still...coze i believe in miracle...bt am i too fictional to accept the results in the end?what will the turnout b?shd i rely and hope..and pray as days pass?how????can someone pls read wad i m thinking...i wana let out..bt how much to the extend can i go...the team nid mi..........haix.......one dwn beta than all dwn rite...bt........haix.............no matter how strong i m on the outside...the fact is still internal...thats no change to be made...bt stilllll...how much do understand mi i often questioned myself...i m still a human being..with feelings and emtions........

TEAM is 4eva that had been emphasised...bt issit realli wad every single players' mentality...if NO..then y...y issit some choose to be loner...and get the glory and recogination on their own?isint that selfish..then wads that? EGO?

fark off then...i hate them..

SelfISh BastarDS~!