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wenqi class gt their 4/4 gathering yesterdae..sighx.how i wish my 4/5 will have one too..bt knowing that onli if i organised it then therer will be such an event..sighx..where gt time sia mi...bt seeing those familiar faces indeed bring back alot of memeories...bt since that bastard is in my class, during gathering wouldnt it be veri awarkward?sighx..how to face him..i tink i wud b able to pick up the courage to say hi to him..bt will he do the same?sighx..all guys are so ego...

managed to sit and tok with yun at simei mrt till about 11pm..we tok about our life...we remind each other of the past...it has been so long that i tok to her or even c her...esp after her relationship with that bastard...i hate her lyk anithing..nw that i c a bigger picture of him and her..and understand him as a human being better...the fault is not exactly on her...she is also the innocent party..i felt bad that our frendship nearly cum to an end coze of him...it wud be such a waste...we used to be so closed...closed till that she can understand wad my moves gona b...closed to the max that she wud just wake mi up with her blunt words...bt thats was the past...cud our frendship c the sun on the horizon?thats realli a q tat i wan an ans to...bt frm the tok i felt that there's still hope...bt then...will it be the same as b4?........let us let the time take its cause ba..

if i cud turn back the time and travel back to the past, i realli wana ammend the past...i wud nt wan to be with him...i wud wana noe and understand him beta b4 i do anithing...wadever..no more chances nw...the scar is there..and owas be there...no pt regretting le...haix...

i feel realli bad...for these 2 yrs we nv tok at all...when i c her..i just merely gif her a fake smile and a fake greetings...if any were to mention about her i would just walk away..coze anithing about her even mentiooning of her name onli it wud just pissed mi off...i will just be in the worst mood if i c her or wadever...

though both of us clear the air..bt i still dun feel the same...how??

i realli treasure and miss the frendship with her...issit mi or him thats the cause of the whole scene?

Son Of A BITCH!