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Smilez peeps...^^
everyone so drained and stressed up with their sch..their life..same goes to mi..bt seeing the ppl ard mi faded without a smile..i cant help to feel the pinch...it's sad...when they threw out a plastic smile just to make u feel assured that they are fine..the feeling is nt gd,esp when u noe that deep inside them they are realli nt fine...wadever that happens, do rem that there owas b the sun and the rainbow after the huge storm yeah?perhpas i m in no position to speak about this when i m 4eva so negative bout life, bt still at times i believe in the saying...SO ...do bear that in mind yeah??!?

after the long dread for a OFF day, i m nua-ing in my cosy room on a Sundae morning...though gt lots of deadlines tml..bt i cant help to feel the happiness and joy todae...hehe~

i felt that i m a totally diff person todae...much jovial...lolx..perhaps is the thot to feel sastisfied with wadever we have at the pt of time that bring smile and sunshine to my day...

when reflected, i owas duno y i expect so much so from myself...draining the every juice i have from my brain...i expect myself to perform to the perfect as close as i can...bt slipping out of my mind it's owas that i cant perform well as much as i can under much expectations...different approach to use back in sch tml i guess...*ponder*..guess taking tings as it is..in a rather relax manner will help...bt with the deadlines and mgmt expectations of results its hard i guess...

contridicting i guess..bt still............

anger management is sth i nida brush up on man...i just cant seem to ctrl my emotions well these daes...i feel so choked...everyone expect that much and MAX of mi...i may b the leader...bt i m nt the onli brain in the grp...its' a grp work, for god sake...nt an individual..everything throw to mi if they duno how to do..i mean..if duno how to do just ask for help lor...y mst b so irresponsible..haix...been lyk doing all the powerpoints,all the reports..sometimes it's also mi..saying "YES" since i have no confidence and trust in their work performance..haix..poor kev,getting all my anger and stress-ness...i m sorri dude....*yeah yeah i 'm feeling bad right nw k*...bt 4 at least u understand...=p.../phew/

nt lyk some ppl...angry with ppl also duno for wad...simply just shut the person off..isnt it fair for both parties to clear up the air?rather than seeing one another each time and lyk staring at the person lyk some blodi sworn enemies?crap isnt it?make life so hard for wad?

kekek..writing alot..i noe..it's kinda no links here n there..bt i m just pouring my heart out...i feel beta yeah..too bz to blog ma..so since off day...can do a bit of own stuff and tinking some stuff yea..

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StUdy-CanOepolO-wORK<-----JoAN's LIfe no life?hahaha...thats my life.... unqiue and special just lyk mi??hehe kkx. ============================================== #ExPRESSionS# TeAm LAdIES:
official trg can starts onli soon after CNY i guess..with so many casualities..hehe...do rest well during this short break as much as u can k..N we shall start our Battle In pOOl after CNY...cyax gers soon man...TP BUayEES ~^!
+The FamilY Dun ReunION wItHOut aLL tHE 9 oF us...+
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~I jUst Luv THe fEEling ComINg OVeR mi.....~