ChaNCes..

Quoted frm Angela's Blog: "When problem arises, some people would subconciously plot an escape route. A way to escape from blame and respnsibilities. If I fail this paper i can always sit for a sup paper, if i don't get in this time round i would always have a second chance. But in actual fact, IF this continues, how and when would we ever do our best and proudly say "I achieve it". IS it really possible to race towards the obstacle and even if fail, to live without regrets? YES. I believe i can do that, and most importantly, i believe I NEED to do that. .."

the above quote inspired mi to sae sth to those ladies out there taking supp paper...
telling mi that the exam paper is hard..or that ur subject is difficult to handle is not an excuse nor a reason for u to fail ur exam..if others can pass it..even a D..y nt u?hey ladies..is time to wake up isnt it?deciving urself with all the unwanted reasons doesnt make u realise the truth in society that "Once u r OUT, u r realli OUT!"..if u were still in the era when there's no supp paper..do u tink u will still be here nw?Y cant u gers just b mature enuff n strive since dae 1 of the sem?rather than bia-ing only in the end?Put it tis way..wad if u cant even pass ur supp paper..??Is there gona b another chance?unless u tell mi nt being kicked out is the chance..
-haix- it hurts to c u gers doing things that is nt right..n worst..i cant bear to scold much..tell u all dun come for trg during exam period..u all insisted on coming..fine..then in the end..wad happened?maibe Rules shd be set instead for nx sem..i start to dis-trust in u gers' self discipline..i dun wish to sae tis..bt i cant bear to c u all failing and failing..time after time..Be realistic yeah~u r in sch for a dip cert..nt a CANOEPOLO cert..get tis in man!aniway..study hard..!

orite...just finished watching 4pieces of the SNow AngeL VCD..oh man..so sad..cried and cried..cry till eyes so dry..n my VCD Player also went crazi...then stil cant slp so decided to come online blog..since so many daes nv blog le..n amzingly u guys r curious with my life..hehe :P

nw exam tacticts with thiam..he ar..4eva so high with his programming de..even though tml gt trg at 11am..i pray to him sia..-sianx-..

had my onli off day todae..didnt realli do much stuff,except slping till 430pm n went sch for trg after my meal..then ran reservoir..bt dun to the heavy meal that i was forced to eat..stomach didnt seem well during the run..sucky timing i gt man..all the sudden TEAM TAlk came to my mind..n in related..team goals..i felt all of us noe wad each other wan for once after so many mths..after so long..we didnt sae in unison..bt i seem to feel the spirit and mindset everyone have..i wish it be long this feeling..till IVP..till 4eva..bt hw true can it be..i duno..when sch reopen..tings gona changed greatly..with zhen n alison going sentosa...hazel n mi going SATA for SIP...hope tings remain the same till IVP..frankly speaking i noe all of us are struggling..with work..with family..with our body...esp nw with the 4days trg / wk..i understand the fan nao all of us have...let's pull it thr babes...i m sure all the sweat and pain will pay off greatly..let our effort show..

3more days and i have to face ms.lam telling her wad i realli wan..i still tinking shd i or shd i not..ppl who noe mi shd noe that i owas struggling with work n cp..sighx..shd i b a DCM?
4more days to my driving test..will i fail again?cant seem to have the mood to study the bk at all..sighx..am i gona waste the $ again...
6more days and i be meeting up with the whole of SKG..will it change my fate?or will it be worst?shd i turn up??

-work..work..work-
i m dreaded to work these days..i realli do..dun b amazed..it's just some feelings that i wish to let out..bt i noe is hard..n if i do..everything will just changed...i choose to kip it and lock it up..in the quiet corner brain of mine.... :)

Emotional..Thinker..Dreamer..Sensitive...