DilEmMa

freaking pissed..heng my keyboard the exclamation mark is spoilt..if nt ar..this post gona b nth by those signs..AHHHHHH WTF***

ASS SHIT to SIP..i hate it-
freaking piece of hell can...
met simon after lunch for briefing on project job scope..
guess wad..we r attached to SATA CHinatown %^+%%^_
F*** man...

nvm that i ren..worst ting..is a 6day wk attachement of 9am-530pm...CRAP CAN*
school nv tell us is a 6day shit lor..and nvm..nt only we have no allowance..we gona b kio-sai-er for 6days...u tell mi lar..how to trg..how to work..sat also got to SIP..u tell mi hw i trg in the morning lor..everyone can make it for trg except mi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i 'm on the verge of breaking dwn..i realli do...nt enjoying my day at all..tryinig to ctrl all my emotions for the ppl ard mi..who are making an effort to make mi happy..i dun wana disappoint them..bt nw..in the comfort of my home..i cant take it any further..i realli duno wad shit am i facing..i wana trg..i wan take part in the IVP..i trg so hard for the past mths..bt nw?haix..all my effort is going dwn..

no body can understand how sad am i..wad i feeling..
wad a dae on my special dae..
it just did nth but spoils it and bring it dwn rite to the bottom..

i just cant do anithing as it's planned nw...all i can c are my hopes being crashed..
i m worried..
i m disappointed..
i m pissed..
i wana scremt out loud..
bt to who?
he doesnt understand too..freaking shit~~~~
ARGH
FARKED UP+

I WANA SCREAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE





















NOBODY UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL~~~