Slpy...Borign..killer..

everydae without much slp..come earli just to clock in...
then come lab to nua...nua till tea break then come back nua again..then wait for lunch...then continue back to nua...till clock out...

wad an INTERESTING wOrk life the skool wana educate us lor..
next wk i'll be attaching at SATA Chinatown le..haix..
Come to tink of it..i realli veri helpless..i wan the best for my results..i also wan the best for the team...bt i simply just cant break myself into 2 for this time once..this the first time i felt so helpless..so lost in an island..

was telling my mum about it last nite..all she said was..take it as an experience..i agree..bt then she simply just dun get my pt of nt being able to trg with the 6days a wk attachment..she simply just sae then dun trg lor..just nid to ren for one mth..blodi hell..ONE MTH LEH...how am i to catch up by then..and also i'm nt surprised all the mo-qi and team's morale will drop by the time i'm back man...and i m nt even surprised if the yr1 ladies onli left a handful when i return...is lyk im realli thrown with all the negative shit in my mind nw...how to go at ease?i realli duno..i dun get the asurrance..i dun get the confidence..partly coze of the existence of one human...haix..

shd i listen to lindy's advice and leave her alone?bt the ting is she is the hit wun die type de..wth..this is all crap..absolute crap..

just research ard the area of chinatown..
alrite lo for food..
maxwell street is just ard the corner..cheap n nice food..*yummy
gt Hotel 81 too..can go nap if i tired..-bleahx..
gt lots of 7-eleven and shophouses ard the areas..
the place surrounding generally nt bad..bt still i fan bu xia trg n team..guess i gona face andrew and admit i lousy and ask for solution le..

been so dwn since yesterdae..mi grpmates also duno how to console mi..
also havent get to see him in school yet.
joel trying to make mi smile..bt still i smile bu chu..haix..so tired..

cant wait to clock out and i b free to go for trg...
nx wk driving test le..
shit..

~Can anibody understand how i'm feeling rite nw?