Friday, June 03, 2005

[BAdINg FarWEell..]

i hate farwell..dun ask mi why..perhaps is the changes that i felt hard to adapt to..coze in mi i owas tink that is the end of the sometings..and the beginning of another..to mi..is owas dun teary session or some wud classified that as the drama episodes..lots of farwell tis mth..which i simply hate it..also and bt ..it's sth i have to adapt to..as guessed by most till nw..i had cried todae..yeap i did..the emotional side of mi is out again..and u ppl shd noe is who ba..yupyup...last dae in school for someone..-sobz-.. aargh..i m gona control the tears...

[First Official Training with Freshies..]
erm alrite lor..c a few potential here n there..bt still i feel is too earl to place firm our judgement..

[SiP...]
finalli is the end of the first wk of SIP man..
went dwn to chinatown for site visit todae..to check out those makan areas as well as transport route...i tink for mi coze of my terrible cum ultimate motion sickness i shd choose MRT above all the buses...i rather walk more man..and i calculated le..if i wana come back for trg..all i have to do is at 5.30pm sharp i run to chinatown NEL at my fastest speed which wil take mi 8 mins..then frm there i took the train dwn to Boon Keng..which is another 10 mins..then frm BK i take 23 to school..the bus journey is onli 20 mins..the whole shit is onli 38mins..nt bad rite
ahaha..at least i can trg 4 45 mins on tues..b4 the big poll.HoOrAY./...One big problem solved..

nw is my grp mates..gosh..trying my best to adapt to them..they work so differently frm kevin and fabius..aiya..duno how to sae them man..they are those veri into themself onli..other ppl other stuff they dun chup..feel so heartles...is lyk ppl gt prob wana tok to us also cannot..coze they felt that we shd focus on ourself..i agree..bt then we focus 24-7 meh..no spare time at all meh..i dun believe it..eat also mst eat togehter..cannot eat with other pp..lyk if i eat with debbie and evon they all..they lyk nt realli agree..then lawson go find his gamers frend tok can lar..wth..unfair~ these few daes my mind nt veri right sia..anithing i also quiet..no energy fight..wait till i wake up my ideas..i gona thrash tings out..no logic lor..i do tings..they plae game..na bei..so wad i leader?everyting i settle mehx..argh~

[Back Injury..]
it's back again..after so many yrs..i feel the pincch n pain..i just hate all tings coming at once smashing at mi..so irritating..n fan..perhaps i shd just take the nx 1 mth to rest for my back..

[Sports Club LTC]
Wun be home for the wkend..gona be in sch for some meaningless camp which i'm forced to go lor..they beta make my time worthwhile..if they dun wana a untactful feedback frm mi..shit man..

[fReNDLy match with SP]
Gona go to SP later...playing at their home grd..hope everting b fine..i dun wana sae too much..i expect the results to tell..

too tired to carry on..the SIP simply drained mi out..sorry frends..no time for u all...i realli will try my best to squeeze out time for u pppl kk..take care arite~

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