=mOi SuRRouNdIng=

Actualli didnt wana blog de..nt realli in the mood to do anithing..was too tired..i just feel like ZzZ..SO SLeepy..

bt duno wads wrong lor..
tis morning gt 2 frends called and cry to mi le..
y leh..broke up in their relationship..
haix..
this wk this is the 9th case in total le..
y is tis happening so frequent these daes ard mi?
i m sastisfied with my relationship nw..bt it just sadden mi to c tears ard mi..everyone seem so moody..and depressed..
esp my grp mates..both kana ditched.haix..

This just tell mi how much un-expected things can arised anytime..
it's just wether we r prepared a nt...
i c ppl cry..
i c ppl bury themself in food..
i c ppl behaving lyk mad...
i even c ppl acting lyk nth has happened..
i c ppl dun eat dun slp for daes..
wads the exact feeling they have behind those faces?

i've been through tis for 2yrs..
2whole yrs i bury in sorrow coze of that bastard..
worst ting..no matter how hard and how many times ppl clse to ppl try to scold or wake mi up..bt still i cant to forget him..
to mi he just seem to b the best i;ve seen..
bt is when i open myself up throughly then i found someone even beta..
thats my boi i guess for the time being..

haix..
to all my dear frends.
i just duno wad i can sae to u all to soothe the pain in u..
bt wad i can do for u is to lend u my service as a listening ear..
try to pick up where u left b4 u were in the relationship..
and Move on ur life..
U can do it..if u tell urself u wana do it..
CheeR Up PeEPs.~

=Cp=

Last night training was xiong..bt xiong de shuang!
It's one of the few training that i wana go beyond my own limits..to score for sth beta..and YESH! i did it..i'm so proud of my left stun dip..i thot i cud nt do it lor..expectating myself to finish more laps..bt then i onli nida do 1extra lap nia..perhaps is coze Lindy had owas remind mi not to stay in my comfort zone..bt owas take pre-cautions in case my right hand give way..

Fun Fun!
Was damn tired after the left dipping..the last 2 drills i m realli pushing myself to the max man..
I'm tired..damn damn tired..bt i nv gave up.i continue to move..gosh..
bt reach game plae..my mind damn tired le..nt clear of wad to do le..esp the new attack..balls also anihow pass..sigx..

The bath was indeed a refreshing one...
i feel so fresh after it..
didnt go fun dinner..
coze i m just too tired..nv been having some time of my own for the whole wk eva since i return to school..
physically still there..bt mentalli wise i pray i can stay longer...

=My BoI=
i MIsS Ya...