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just came back frm the LOoONG dinner at mac with team..
were lyk entertaining hendry with meizhen sia..lolx..so fun..been such a long time that we catch up with him..
*/hey dude~mst come on tues and wed trg hor..dun tua mi again man..if not....MUahAHAh..
*/Zhen...we mst make sure tis guy dun wear colour specs during trg man..lolx...hehe..

todae's mark the end of the 2nd wk of the national champ IVP..
our results are SO-SO onli..

WIN np: 4-2
LOSE nus: 3-0
WIN ntu:5-2
DRAW sp:0-0

i broke dwn immediately after my game with sp..though we managed to advance to the top3 which means we already gurantee a BRONZE..bt then personally i feel so wasted of the open shot..i just simpl hit ' tiang ' lar..kaox..if onli that goal was in..we would have won...
luck just wasnt on our side this match..all of us gt lots of chance to shoot..either we hesitate too long...if not means 'tiang' again..my expectation for this match was not a DRAW bt a WIN..once andrew told mi b4..if the game is meant to b a WIN..it's supposed to b..and a DRAW is still a LOSE..for this match i put in all i have..i played lyk it's my last game...andrew's words were simply just floating frm scenes to scenes reminding mi to put in all i have since it's the last match..i nv even played that well with NP..i duno y..it's just the miracle of his words.Miss him lots simply...i just cant wait for him to return...which is lyk CNY lar..kns..not onli that..lindy's words...his words..all those motivation words are just repeating and repeating..and i kip telling myself how much i wana do well in order not to disappoint anione of those we supported us right frm the start...to name a few..andrew...lindy..michelle...mike..hendry..betsy..nianqi..my current TPCP....serkian...soulmates..and him...
*-/LoVe ya PeEps lOTS~thanks for alL those Words...it;s SImply just Kip mi gOing..and AimING highER...

[my babies..]
i will move on..dun wori..it was just a gush of emotions that i duno how to handle it well..sori if
make u gers worried about mi..bt u noe lar..i m human also ma..ahahha..mst once a while let mi express myself..hehe :P ^^MuACks..love ya babes so much~

and when i broke the news to andrew after bathing..he sounded so disappointed..i nv seen that face of him yet..nt as much as he is doing perhaps..he had alot of hopes for the current team..for he seen the best in them..he've seen them grow..frm a freshies to a so-called-senior now..that's a bunch of gurls..that work hard towards their aim..building up their teamwork as days goes by..he expect us to win SP..bt a DRAW was not a good news to him...at that moment fo that SMS..i paused for a second..i duno wads that feeling at that moment..so lost so guilty..that i didnt pull the team up to his level of expectation..already kana some scoldings frm the lost to NUS..still we didnt wake up as much as we shd..alrite..i duno wad to sae to him nw...he just gona listen to my usual words again..gosh..i wonder at the rate my overseas calling bill gona crash man..AwW~

This competition means so much to us..for alot of factors are concerned..boats la..funding la..closure of ladies team lar...
all those checkpoints once again are now in front of my face ...
now that at least i can tell the school that we already guranttee a 3rd..my mind can finali put at ease a little..for at least ladies team is not going to close dwn for the next few years...*phew..

it's true that at least a BRONZE is in hand..bt thats not the final straw..what we wan is nothing bt a GOLD..

:: for andrew..for ourself..for those that have owas believe in us that we can make it..for our school..::

[my girls once again..]
we've come so far..i believe we wouldnt wana stop here...
carry on the drive and goal in u..in the team..
do it well once again for the final LEAP..
we've seen the miracle..and i believe we'll make the miracle happen again~
TOGETHER as a TEAM we'll make it to the top once again~*
i need u gurls..and we nid one another...
JIAYOU~
we WILL NOT give up till the last whistle..till the last game..
TP WOOSH`~


i've seen so many anger and tears this competition frm my team..frm our supporters..i promised..i will not disappoint them once again...no more repeating of NUS History..that be total bullshit..and i will nv allow myself to b un-disciplined AGAIN.
andrew..u have my words..--