back frm MIA...

yeah yeah...
alrite alrite...
so sick of those nagging in where i am..
so here i am...

yup yup sori sori..mi fault mi fault..
didnt reply sms..
didnt reply in msn...
mi com ought to b crash...
mi hp ought to b thrown away..

i didnt drown in the pool..
i didnt get choked by coffee bean...
neither do i knoe where i was..

i was just in a land of my own..
that i just repeat the daily routine everydae...
over n over again...

bz with the camp proposal still..
haix..
it was being rejected for the 4th time to date...
i m so sick of seeing my SDO liaox..
doubt he lyk the sight of mi nw...

wed b the 10th time this mth that i c his face..
i hope the proposal get thru this rd..

i just wan everything to get over n done with...

for those who more concern with my life..
dun wori..
i m moving on..
faster than i thot..
i m stronger after the first blow 4 yrs ago [i tink]...
yup..i hope u too move on just lyk mi...

though i still have the urge to contact u..bt i know wads the bottom line is that we both wan..
it just a habit that i have to erase it..
yup..the habit will be quit soon...

having the same dream for the past few nights..
it's so sweet..bt it made mi regret big time...
i hate to admit it..bt i m missing u real badly...does the promise still linger in u n mi?
seeing the pictures u had on friendster pinch mi real hard on my skin...the tings u done...the memories we shared...yesh..i m missing every single part of it...
it had been so long...yet u r still in mi...
the dreams are still haunting mi...
is it so true that GEmini dun move on fast if they realli fell deep...?
after all that happened..
i still had to slap myself out of the pool of sweetness every morning...
convincing myself that it was all a dream..
illusion...?

-sighx-
i m nt that happy...am i?
haix..

wen..bert..pris....
y is tis still happening?
suan le..i tink i know wad u ppl gona sae...

angela..
miss ya lots..
catcha soon yea...
smilez-

ciaoz...
i wana a real sweet dreams...