Confused...

my mood for today god damn sucky k...
early morning presentation for modsim...
ass...is so shitty...thansk to the the lect..he just made mi feel worst for my doings to the project...
tink i realli let the grp dwn..haix...
feel so insulted..for myself..my modsim team...my sata mp team..n simone chu..
blodi ass...cant he gif feedback in a more educated way?
wasnt that to be taugh in moral ed or wadever shit?
sux man...

15mins break followed by SUPCHN Quiz..
ass again lor..i m so dead!i m just gona fail the last quiz for supchn man...
the format as compared with the past 2 classes were so god damn different...
the q asked were lyk practically all frm one chp...
haix...disappointed..bt i m standing strong..

1hr break then SUPCHN Project Interview...
20mins sessions i lenghten it to 30mins..
duno good or bad lar..
nvm..
then i talk n talk...trying to sound with a lot of facts for my proj...
in the end..the part i try to explain alot..i kana shoot...
of all sections my analysis for my recommendations..argh..
that is what i tink n think the longest with the most brain cells the most de lor...
haix..be at least the lect is professional n patient in explaining...
veri kind hearted type..the perfect lecturer face de..that kind that wan their students to do well kind..u noe u noe...

after the interview..i realli realli damn sian le lar..shagged to the max...sian to the top...
was lyk so sian to go work lor..my brain cells is lyk almost ZERO man...

i just wana close my eyes...to have a good nite slp...to return to the pt in my dream that i woke up from.........sighx..

alrite...work was not as bad as my mood..as i predicted lor...
went on welll...
stupid keat first day work at my store..
so freaking blur n cock...
ahha..trying to flirt with xiao mei mei so that we wun kajiao his soft drink calling n slow reaction for frap...kns lor..bth him...hahah bt still it was a fun shift...
then set target for my ladies on shift to sell Mocha Valencia..60 was my target...
bt i apparently today not much crowd..so tink manage to sell about 50 plus nia..nvm..tml another nite man...
poor vicki is sick...same as dorc..awW...everyone is getting sick le...Sad..
tc peeps!drink more water kk...

and then last but nt least..i got big big announcement to make...
i m working on V.DAY...!HoHoOhO...
coze hor first thing first..[[after much thot n considerations..n persuadations...]]
is a supper bad thing to go out with a guy / girl on that day..
he/she gets the wrong idea...
people gets the wrong idea..
then whole world gets the blodi wrong idea!!!
then that be bad.bad.bad!
the day is jsut a day after all u noe..
bt ppl will just tink with a too complicated mind..
so to help save the world...i shall volunteer my service to work..to serve and to work...with my deepest passion for my customers..
hehe..sound crap isnt it..?
bt i m just so xin fu with my pool of regulars ...
they just make mi wana stay in this line longer...hmmm...

today seems to be the last official day for all of us..
afterso..we shd be off to our seperate ways...
may it be work,army or further studies...
bt deep in me,i realli treasure the ppl i came across n met throughout my 3yrs of poly life...
n nw bearing the thot of bading farwell seems so sad..
yesh..ppl can sae :"can still meet up de ma..."
how much will this happen?
how much does the words weigh?
the feeling then may be different..
closer?more distant?
sighx..
i dun regret the road i choose...i dun regret the things i done...
bt i realli regret for not grabbing hold of the time dedicated for my poly...
sighx..in a blink of eye...the time to bade farwell come nearer...
so near that you are scared..
i hope i nt the only one feeling this way...
i hope the frendship will extend further..
nt for antihing near..bt somewhere for the long run...
love ya peeps...
k305..
tpcp team...
my coach...
my dear lecturers...
passer-by of my life...
Sayonara~