valetines' day part 2..

when i heard the song in the mall's toilet that u sang for me 2 years ago...
my heart melt for the worst and my tears rolled dwn once more...
the song, the day..just made the wound even deeper....

i m still leaving in the shadow...
i still lose faith in guys n relationship..
why have u caused such a deep memory to mi?

i tried to tell myself that v.day is just a normal day..
bt i noe deep in me..i m lying to myself...
putting up the smile on me...

bt when ur shadow passed by the store just nw..i used my customers to block u off my mind...
man...why is this still happening...

and with the thot of the past..i owas wish that the someone will noe how i feel,lending me the shoulder and everything tat a typical girl will need when they r dwn...bt today..it's just seem so strange..i didnt took up my hp n start msging u...

sighx..guess ur words yesterday realli hurt me too much...
yesh perhaps it was really a joke...bt i m realli saddened and affected by it..
wo de xin hao tong...zhen de zhen de hao tong...
is just lyk an infected wound that swell more...with the pus and everything trying to burst out...
haix..as much as i wan u to b out of my mind..i m gettting more affected for each action that u do...

haix...sighx..
guess..i will just have to numb myself by work...